Another Angel  / Traci Barnai (mommy 2 angel vanessa )
I an so sorry 4 the loss of your beautiful little boy, now a beautiful angel watching over you. I too know the pain and heartache of loosing a precious child, I lost my baby girl Vanessa in June and since that day my heart aches like never before, I pray that our precious babies are all together laughing, playing, jumping in the clouds and watching over us knowing how much we miss and truley love them.Someday we will be reunited with our sweet angels and we will hug them so but this time we won't have to let go.I will keep you and your family 4ever in my prayers and pray that someday our hearts may find some comfort.God Bless.
Sincerley Traci (Mommy 2 Angel Vanessa Faith Barnai)


Here r hugs 4 your precious baby boy!

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Just for you...  / Mary Daly (Aunt to Angel Kevin Tierney Walsh )

An angel in the book of life
Wrote down your baby’s birth
She whispered as she closed the book
"Too beautiful for earth"


I am so sorry for your loss,
Love and Prayers,
Mary xxx

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im sorry 4 ur loss- i share ur pain  / Jeda Mummy 2. Angel Kayla (vistor)

dear little Finlay, i lost my baby girl aswell, she went to heaven on the 12/20/06. like your mummy and myself we will ask everyday why god took you away from us?and why he didnt give to beautiful little babies a chance to cry, breath, a chance to open their eyes and look at their mummy's and hopefully one day we will know and i hope god has a really really good reason!! because ur mummy and myself would do anything in this world to bring you back to us here with your familys were u belong and were you were wanted most...
the pain is so hard, your mummy needs your strengh and love as i need my Kayla's strengh and love to get us through every single day, the hardest is when we see other happy mums with their new little babies because thats what we were ment to be doing.

now i ask you to look after my baby girl and ill ask her to look after you and hoping u are the best of friends and doing all your angel dudies together!!! take care little one!!

To finlays mum! your little man is just so beautiful and im really sorry for your loss, i know what your going through and i know how hard it is, our lives will never be the same untill we are back with our little angel babies!! Please if you ever need to talk you can email me.. take care and ill be thinking of you and little finlay always!!!
my email is pricey_angel@hotmail.com im also on msn

please vist kayla
www.kayla-evelyn.memory-of.com

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Poem - A Dream To Share...............--..............  / Lecia Bright (Friend of Jill )

I WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE TODAY BENEATH
THE SKY OF BLUE; BECAUSE I HAVE A SPECIAL
DREAM I WANT TO SHARE WITH YOU. IT IS A
DREAM OF HAPPINESS THAT LINGERED 3
MONTHS AGO, AMOUNG THE KICKS AND
MOVEMENTS THAT I USED TO KNOW.

IT IS A DREAM OF FLOWERS IN A VALLEY BY
THE SEA AND ALL THE SHIPS THAT TOUCH THE
WIND OF ENDLESS MEMORY. I DREAM OF
EVERYTHING I COULD’VE POSSESED TODAY
AND ALL I MIGHT HAVE HAD IF YOU WERE
NEVER TAKEN AWAY.

I ONLY WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE WITH ME AND
ALL THE OLD WERE NEW, SO I COULD CUDDLE
YOU IN MY ARMS AGAIN AND SHARE MY
DREAMS WITH YOU. 

God Bless you Brad and Jill
Angel Hugs, Lecia

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Still Missing You  / Mummy
Hey My Baby Boy,

I miss you so much and keep thinking if i wish for it hard enough you might come back. Daddy had a really bad week last week 'cause it's hard getting used to you not being here. We had prepared for you and waited for your arrival and it's so unfair that you had to go.

i hope you like Heaven and that you have found lots of friends. Please look out for your cousin Jacob and if you find McKenzie then tell her she has a very special Mummy who is helping me to cope with loosing you. She made me some lovely photos of you.

i love you so, so much and so does Daddy.

Sweet dreams baby boy, my beautiful Finlay

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There's an angel by your side  / Charmaine Paget (Friend of Finlays mummy and daddy )

Dear Jill and Brad, the loss you have suffered is incomprehendable to me.  My heart goes out to you so so much.  This website is heart felt and this memorial is so so special; it made me cry and smile, it really is amazing.  You have both shown so much strength and I am proud to have you as my pals.  I don't know if you believe in angels but I do - and there's one by your sides.

Love to you both, Charmaine  x

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So sorry Jill  / Claire Folliard (Old Friend of Finlays Mummy )
Jill, 

I cannot even imagine the pain and loss you must feel, and if there is anything anyone that knows you could do to take that pain away, they would jump at the chance.

I don't know what words to say apart from your little baby boy looked gorgeous and he also looked so peaceful.  He lays sleeping now and nothing can harm him ever.

I hope that strength comes to you to recover from this, as you are a very special person who has lots of love to give, and a great personality and smile.

Lots of love to all your family 

Take care 

Claire Folliard

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Letter to Jill from Finlay's Aunty Louise  / Louise Bunch (Aunty)
Hello Honey

I just read your story it made my eyes fill right up; lucky no one is about at work at the moment!

It always makes me really sad when I think of the day that you got told Finlay had died. I don’t think I will ever get over all of your faces. I remember when you went in for your scan I sat on the bed saying please God let the baby be OK over and over again; which is strange, because I don’t even really believe in God. When you sat on the bed I just wanted to make every thing better but no matter what I would say or do, nothing could ever make it all better.

When we all went home I thought that when you went back to hospital the next day to give birth, that Finlay would be OK. I really thought that they had got it all wrong.

I must have been around your house everyday before Finlay died. I was so looking forward to baby sitting and playing with him and showing him all of my mad dancing moves to make him laugh; and seeing you and Brad being parents. I hope that one day I can still see all of that.

I love Finlay so much I will never forget what a lovely looking little baby he was. I think me and you have become great friends through all of this and I could not ask for such a kind, or more loving friend as you.x

I am always here for you, day and night, when ever you need me. I hope that 2007 will bring you nothing but happy times.

Love Louise xxxx
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So Sorry  / Kelly Marshall
Jill

We only ever met once at a meeting a long time ago but when Andy (at alandale) informed me of your terrible loss I felt that I had to say something because it touched my heart in so many ways. 

I can only begin to imgaine your pain as I have a little boy myself and after reading your beautiful website I realise how grateful I should be for what I have. 

Jill, your little boy is beautiful and I am sure that he is watching over you every minute of every day. xx

Kelly
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for you xxxx  / Sarah Porter Angel Lauras Mummy
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Sorry For Your Loss!  / Lecia B.
I am so sorry for your loss of your sweet baby boy! Just know that there are others out there that are here to help you get thur this hard time. 

I am a mommy of 7 Angels in heaven, 6 by miscarrige and 1 fullterm Stillbirth that I named McKenzie, she died due to the cord was around her neck in a knot.  Please email me at mckenzies_mommy00@yahoo.com if you ever need someone to talk to. 

God bless you and your family, 

Lecia 

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The Stork  / Jill (Finlay's Mummy )

The Stork

The stork who brought our Son to us
He must have got it wrong
He set out on his journey here
But turned and went back home

He discussed this with the Angels
Said “there must be some mistake”
“I need to get this baby there
Or surely hearts will break”

The Angels shook their heads at him
“So sorry but its true”
“God needs him here in Heaven and
There’s nothing we can do”

They told the stork “his life must end,
He mustn’t breathe at birth”
“God made it clear, he must come here
He’s far too good for Earth”

Written in Memory of Finlay by Jill Carrington, Finlay’s Mummy 4th January 2007

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A Poem for Aunty Carly  / Jill (Finlay's Mummy )

We’ve had a dreadful year this year of that we can’t deny
It’s hard to carry on sometimes but we can only try
I can’t describe how bad it is to lose our baby son
And only hope that next year there are better times to come

So horrid is the memory to hear that he was dead
Those fateful words I had been told kept swimming in my head
Was up all night just clinging on so scared to see the day
We tried so hard to let you know but you were far away

And when you heard the sorry news you cried so very much
So sad you were that you weren’t here and felt so out of touch
So desperate and so adamant that you were coming home
I had to reassure you that I wouldn’t be alone.

I knew because you were not there it really hurt you so
So when they said he looked OK I knew you’d want to go
And when you saw him lying there so peaceful and asleep
I knew you’d have that memory forever yours to keep

I know that little Aaron wanted Finlay so so bad
It hurts so much to think about the times they should have had
But rest assured we’ll bring another, one day, not far away
A cousin and a friend for him and one we hope will stay

I know that somewhere up above your Nephew knows you care
And years from now when you’re in Heaven he’ll be waiting there
Until that day we’ll carry on and love him from afar
And up above we know he’s there, a twinkling little star.


In Memory of Finlay December 2006



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Love & Kisses  / Jill (Finlay's Mummy )
We send you up into the sky
To heaven up above
We send you with our kisses
And we send you with our love
So sorry that you had to go
Sadly taken from our arms
Now in the arms of angels
And forever safe from harm 

Written by Finlay's Mummy 2006
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Poem - Blue  / JILL (Finlay's Mummy )

Blue

Christmas time without you here just felt so very wrong
Still hurts inside, ripped at the seams, it’s so hard to be strong
I just want you to come back here; I can’t believe you’re gone
It’s so hard here without you Hun, it’s so hard to go on

I spend each waking moment now just thinking about you
Without my sweetest baby boy I am nothing, I am blue

I dread my life without you babe; the weeks, the months, the years
Takes everything I’ve got inside to hold back all the tears
I need to hold you one more time, I so wish you were here
All cuddled up in Mummy’s arms, so safe and not in fear

I’m trying to keep busy hoping this will get me through
Without my sweetest baby boy I am nothing, I am blue

I wake up in the night time and I listen for your cries
But suddenly remember that we have said our goodbyes
I sit here at your graveside while you look down from the skies
I try to think of happy thoughts, to smile and dry my eyes

Can’t fill this empty space inside or get used to losing you
Without my sweetest baby boy I am nothing, I am blue

They said that you were healthy that you’d be here any day
So sure was I that you’d be born and you’d be here to stay
If someone had have told me then that I’d be here today
That the Angels would come down to earth and take my boy away

I wouldn’t have believed them I would say “that’s just not true”
Without my sweetest baby boy I am nothing, I am blue

When she told me “Jill I’m sorry but your little baby’s dead”
I just lay there in silence but I’m screaming in my head
She’s trying to console me, I can feel her hold my hand
Can’t find the words I need to say just “I don’t understand”

I need my precious baby and I don’t know what to do
Without my sweetest baby boy I am nothing, I am blue

As time goes on I hope I heal, I hope that life is kind
Though you’re not here, I keep you close; you’re always on my mind
And though I have to carry on I won’t leave you behind
You’re part of me, will always be; our souls are intertwined

Remember you’re my everything, that my love’s so strong for you
And that without my sweetest baby boy I am nothing, I am blue 

Written by Jill, Finlays Mummy Jan 3rd 2007
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Finlay Forever - Funeral Poem  / Jill (Finlay's Mummy )

Finlay Forever

The moment we first learnt of you we loved you straight away
We named you and prepared your room and waited for the day
Then came the news that you were gone; our lives were stripped of joy
No worse could ever be the day we lost our baby boy

They placed you in my trembling arms, so scared was I to see
The baby I had grown inside who’d never get to breathe
I felt just like a mum that day with you so close to me
But then they had to take you away and I was left to grieve

We never got to see you move, we never heard you cry
We never got to say hello, so hard to say goodbye
We’ve asked ourselves a thousand times “why did our baby die?”
But we can’t control what life will bring or know the reasons why

There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do to give you life my Son
I feel so sad and helpless that your death can’t be undone
There’s not a waking moment when we don’t think of you
And laying you to rest today is the hardest thing to do

Although we never saw you smile or look into our eyes
We know there is a star that’s you to brighten up the skies
So remember that we love you, that in us you will go on
Embedded in our memories, our beautiful baby son. 

Written by Jill, Finlay's Mummy November 2006

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